February 2012
11 posts
I wish I had you 24/7. I wish you belong to me. I wish I never have to worry about the future. I wish too many things. I wish you’d save me if I attempted suicide. I wish you’d care for me instead of ignoring me if I ever go derange and attempt suicide. I wish you’d stop calling me selfish. I wish I didn’t make you angry. I wish you would never get angry with me. I wish you...
I am sick and tired of life. Why was I even born? I hate myself. For being the weakest in everything I do and never being to get what I want. I hate myself for being so fucking insecure and being so fat. I hate myself for everything I have done, cause none of them have turned up well. I hate myself and my body. I hate myself and my voice. I hate myself and my tears and all the memories they...
my phone is down, leading to my very miserable...
fuck valentines
I’m terrfied. Stop doubting everything and everything’s gonna be just fine. I’m angsty like this and you can’t seem to take it. I will change. I promise. :( For you, anything I swear.
and i just wanted to spend some time with you :(
life’s tiring. I wanna drown myself in fake booze and get fake drunk and pretend that i cant give a shit about the world. I’m so tired and I doubt I’ll ever be able to get a proper break. :’( just kill me will you.
January 2012
20 posts
I have to confess. Sometimes, I think everything around me is not real - everything’s just an illusion. Maybe not everything, but selective things like you, my friends and my family. Maybe some of them don’t exist and the world is just playing suit with me so I won’t go psycho. :( What if you really are just an illusion and one day, when I wake up looking for you, I can’t...
JAE spam is making me feel pathetic. :(
sucking it up ^^
happy dragon year
HELLO. Life has its ups and downs. Sighhh~~~~~~ Forget the bad and remember the best ;) HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR TO EVERYBODY!!!! RED PACKETS/HONG BOAS/YA SUI QIAN!!!! SPAM TAKE THEMMM. I wish people will be more generous in giving money, especially to me. “sorry i only accept 10 dollar bills” Tomorrow’s the start of the lunar year and maybe a perfect time to add a new...
Oh man, first regret of the year. Not spending a night at Chinatown with my camera. SIGHHH
when time runs faster than you
One week has passed since school has started. We’re missing people. We’re missing souls. Two of the hugest regret in my JC life is not being able to help everyone and forsaking friendship. I’m just an awkward kind of person. I don’t bother saying hi to people who don’t say HELLO! back. Neither do I bother clarifying misunderstandings much. No idea why. I...
HAPPYNEWYEAR^^
it has been ages since I’ve been on tumblr. Sighh, feels good to see the spams of harry potter and random people dressed all fancy.
with the new year, comes new year resolutions. a little late, but better late than never.
1. BE THE BEST UN-NERDY NERD IN ANDERSON JUNIOR COLLEGE
2. BUY 984792836398 PEARS FOR JUN YANG
3. STUDY MUTHAFARKIN’ HARD.
4. AND LOVE WITH AN OPEN HEART
December 2011
30 posts
neptunethings asked: hey Joey, don't be so upset about your body okay. if you're sick and tired of what people think about it, and it's influencing how you feel about it, then do something. Exercise or maybe you should focus your energy somewhere else. you're gorgeous really. :) no one's perfect, so i suppose you can 'make up' for your 'fats' by being happy and living life...
Creating an awesome new page on my tumblr for my...
sigh
Just so you know, I will never be satisfied with my body and the amount of fats in it. My genetic pre-deposition sucks. Fats under my arms, inner thighs, abdominal.
Hate me all you want for being so “not accepting” of my body, but I can’t help it. My family tells me I’m fat almost everyday and since young, I was called ugly. Don’t expect me to believe I’m...
Happy Christmas!
hi ppl. having a glorious time in taiwan! :):):) but i’ve been so tired with the food, traveling, carrying ten kg worth of stuff. being slightly abused by my family. :’( 3 more days in this glorious place for me to get fat.
